Happy Birthday Mommy

Well today is my mothers birthday. It has been exactly 60 days since she passed. We went and picked up my dad and sister and went to visit her at the cemetary. Dad was in fair spirits, he told me that he had a tuff morning but was doing a little better. We tried to make a day of it but of course life creeps in. Max took some pictures and I have included them in this post. I am feeling sad and upset and just want to sit down and cry but I can't cause it will not do any good. It can not bring her back....I sometimes think this is a dream and that I will wake up and she will be waiting for us to come over and bring her chocolate. (her favorite) but then realize that it's true and I can never hold her hand or give her a hug again. It has left a hole in my heart that I just can't fill. So mom this is for you. Happy birthday, and as you look down from Heaven remember you are loved and missed sooo very much.